Hello whomever is reading this (if anyone at all),
Im back, writing and documenting the journey. This time with a very different perspective. My body and mind are healed and finally, I feel I have a new book to write, a new story and a new life.
Reading (barely) my previous blogs [listed below] I can see and sense how much my perception of reality changed. Going from "A no-good-for-nothing TO god's-favourite-son" feeling I had transformed myself into a demi-god holding the secret of life-and-death within a drop of my blood. And finally, after a year of enjoying the greatest expansion my mind have ever experienced, where Quantum Consciousness happened and clarity became the peaceful reminder of a new existence, romantic love came and went.
Yes, that crazy thing called love happened to my soul, or at least that what I thought.
In April 17, 2017 I met my mirror image, and guess what? Didn't like what I saw. Of course, I questioned everything, but different from all other times, I also accepted whatever was being shown to me. Anyway, the lesson learnt had AUTHENTICITY as a title.
-How authentic am I at this very moment?
-How authentic are my thoughts and beliefs?
-How authentic are my wishes and dreams?
At the end of the relationship with who I thought was everything I wanted, I realised that what I really need has nothing to do with what I want. So what do I really need? Lets forget about the 'wants' for a sec.
But how to realise the needs when the mind is not talking much?
Today, I realised something new needs to happen. I began by being very open to signs, posts that resonated within, or simply appeared at the right time until something clicked.
That click took me to a new place. The Wood Green Spiritualist Church. WTF!!!!
This was a first, but I know something would come out of this. Surrounded by healers and psychics, a message will be delivered and I will hear what I been waiting to hear all my life.
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http://awakeningdiaries.blogspot.co.uk/
http://becomingtheoneiwant.blogspot.co.uk/
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