IAM
THE LUMINESCENCE OF DARKNESS
Synopsis
We all think we know
everything about living until we die, but very few have the opportunity to
remember death before coming back to life.
This is the story of
one man who at the age of 33, and after building himself all the way to the
top, realised there was something still missing, something was simply not right
and out of synch. This is when life became a struggle and the search for
something new began.
Eduardo did not try
to avoid pain; instead he sank into it, destroying himself willingly and to the
point of no return. What he found on the other side stunt him back to life, a
powerful voice with an opportunity to transform himself, his life and his
world.
2007. The first
close to death experience came as the result of deep depression and the
diagnosis of a so-called incurable disease. With nothing to hope for, he simply
let go of life and dreams, and allowed death to take him away. It was then that
something very strange happened. A light, not of visual description but a
sensation of love, gave him the farewell kiss into the abyss. Never expecting
to come back, three days later he woke up into another reality, a new world
order had been laid down in front of him, with more senses and abilities to
experience a new life.
But some minds are
wild and untameable. To make it real he needed proof, feelings are good, but
understanding those feelings in practical ways became a challenge. Many times
he thought he lost his way. Madness was a mask he wore in disguise for what was
really going on. Confusion and delusion made his daily companions; only his
light could guide him through the dark. And from that darkness, sparks of life
suddenly appeared, not a magic cure but the ability to heal in miraculous ways.
Life became a dream
and a purgatory there after. Ego versus Spirit made battle for many years, each
one getting stronger and stronger, in the knowing that no one would ever come
out victorious.
2012. The second
close to death experience came as a cry for answers. Much information had been
reveled to him, but nothing felt tangible. “Who am I, and why do I have to kill
myself again?” Those were the questions on his mind when his heart asked him to
give up all material possessions and walk with nothing among trees in the land
of the jaguar. By then, he had learned to follow his intuition more than logic.
Mainly because it made life fun, a game full of adventures unfolding like magic
stories, with angels and demons, fairies and queens. But then, on the great alignment
of 11.11.11; on that faithful night in paradise of the eleventh of November
2011… Nothing happened. Expectation became frustration and sadness took over.
“What it’s going on? Fuck it! I’m not playing your game anymore. I don’t want
it” and this attitude sealed his fate. Pneumonia withered 95% of his lungs
away, and then the epidemic of swine flu finished him off inside a Mexican
hospital. What follows is a drama of epic proportions. Nothing was impossible anymore;
reality was too scary to believe. 9 days in coma with a certainty of death made
his mother become a real Akasha, the only being capable of giving life back to
him. Meanwhile, He was experiencing the transformation to become immortal. The
journey throughout hell and heaven, with all questions about life and death
answered. And when he woke up, he remembered.
This is the book
that shares that experience. Not to be believed, for it has nothing to offer,
but to be trusted that whatever comes out of it’s meant to serve life. “When
death becomes only the fear of not living and not the unavoidable truth, then
and only then fear retracts and only life is left.”
A note from me:
HIV has become the greatest blessing in my life. Now I know when things are
wrong and I begin to die. If I want to change that, I have only to live
accordingly to my nature and immediately I heal and live forever.
One of the many, many facts I was given and brought back to life with me is
the certainty that we heal. The moment that we don’t, we simply die. HIV is an
idea that kills; nothing more, nothing less and we can always choose what to
think.
THE BOOK
COMING SOON
LoveAlways x 333
